getting ready for the summer

i have already started making plans for this coming summer. ideally, i would go to nyc, work, enjoy the city and maybe go back to bulgaria for a little while. i talked to lovely miss jezabelle about her coming to visit me there and before we knew it, we were all giggly and figuring out the details of her trip. man, it would be awesome! i've been very frustrated lately about what i want to do after i graduate from here...but i've relaxed a bit in the last week or so. it seems that things always somehow manage to work out and i've promised myself i would never worry about stupid shit again. ever.

the weekend was good. lots of drinking and other things involved. sewanee is so beautiful in the spring...i spent my whole afternoon yesterday reading a book on the front porch of stirling's coffeehouse, loving the sun, my kim superlights, and espresso. i don't remember the last time i'd felt so much at peace with myself.