Is it getting better, or does it feel the same?

I've been going back and forth trying to figure out what I wants. And the problem is that there are too many options. Well...yeah...if that could be considered a problem. Things are so much easier in Bulgaria. You don't have that many choices but you know that and you make the best of the little opportunities you have. But here...no, no, no...you need to dream, and plan, and "network", and explore, and plan, and work hard, and...you are still not exactly sure if you are doing the right thing. To make things even worse, they keep on telling you that there's no right or wrong decision. It's up to you if you are going to make the most of it. It'd be great if you did, but it's fine if you don't, because you are only 20 and it's perfectly fine to make mistakes. Well...I've had enough of that and I'm seriously considering flipping a coin!